A post I made about my internship.

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Please allow me to introduce myself, my name is Nina.  I am a blogger, a student and a marketing intern for “The Ticket’, the page you are reading right now is all about is.  In our earlier post you can learn more information about who exactly we are.  And in addition to this I am currently eighteen years old, and on the verge of being nineteen in a little less than two hours.

Although this may an odd thought to think my ride home from summer classes, I couldn’t help thinking, “What if I died right now.”  There’s something beautiful about it, just a day shy of nineteen.  But more than that I thought, “What am I doing of worth in my life?”  This was something we had spoken in detail about during our production meeting this past Tuesday, but it kept bothering.

Lately I have been feeling overwhelmed…

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Keep on waiting 41/365

Ouch.  Apparently my blogger views have FELL dramatically!  The internet REALLY does not wait for a blogger who chooses to be lazy.  I was checking my stats and I think I got 1 view today and around a month ago I was averaging around 70 views per day.  The deactivation of my Facebook will also take away a chance for me to market so I guess I need better tags!

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I kind of wanted to keep my age a secret to the whole internet world, FOR my safety of course.  But honestly I don’t think I can make my point without naming my age and you can pretty much guess how old I am from my posts.  PLUS the majority of my posts are viewed by people I know any who.

I just entered my S E N I O R   Y E A R of highschool!  I was pretty excited to enter a new chapter in my life but as soon as my day ended I saw something pretty disturbing written on pretty much EVERY status I saw.  Day 1 down __ days left, blehh first day only __ more, and on and on.

I remember waiting to enter 2nd grade and then 3rd and then 4th and then 5th and then 6th and then suddenly being in middle school and then suddenly being in HIGHSCHOOL and then I remember counting down the days until summer.  Wondering how long it would take me to reach the “fun part”, waiting for APS and SATS and every other thing to end.

I then realized that while I was waiting for all of these things to end I had missed out on truly enjoying the good things.  I thought about how during APs I had actually blogged the most with my friend and how during finals I would really confide in friends and laugh about how dumb finals were.

Point blank, if you rush through the bad things, you miss the good things.  This wasn’t a religious post but today, take it slow, think about everything you do and  ENJOY the small things.  I know I will.

This is ninarachel621 and maybe I’ll enjoy the countdown to 365 full posts a little bit more.

Obedience 38/365

OKAY so I lied to some of my Facebookers, I told you my big news was my blog but it wasn’t that!  I’m SORRY but I was trying to keep something quiet and unless I pretended it was something else I was pretty sure  everyone would see right through me!  >.<

It was a YOUTUBE ACCOUNT!  But my mom felt uneasy about my posting videos so I deleted it.  I have to be honest though, I didn’t want to at first and was very set against it.

I made an account for inner beauty and my mom was all for it until I got around 700 views in one day for a video ,I actually made a blog post about originally.  She felt as though the environment was not safe and that I should wait until I am settled more in life and then I can make an account.

I’ll be honest though, I didn’t listen to her at first >.<  I KNOW I KNOW.  BAD Nina.  I really liked Youtube and was getting a lot more views than from wordpress, as of today I had around 3,000 views from my most popular video.  But a part of me just felt SO guilty for disobeying and I had to delete it.  I do plan on making an account again one day, but as my mother said, when I am older.  And when that happens, I’ll let you all know from the minute I start.

My post topic for today is that of obedience.  I know my introduction was a weird leeway but it is definitely relevant.  I REALLY really didn’t want to obey my mother, and why?  Because I didn’t feel like it.

The thing about obedience is that sometimes its hard and sometimes we just don’t want to do it.  Ephesians 6:1 reads “Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right” THAT is so much easier said than done.

I know that I really didn’t want to obey my mom at first but now I’m glad I did.  I think that once I feel ready I may restart my account and maybe even use it for evangelical purposes.  If I was able to reach 3,000 people through ONE video, think of what I could do if I truly devoted my time.

This is going to be a some what small post but I hope the message rings through for someone out there.  Sometimes obeying God feel inconvenient.  Sometimes we just feel like NOT doing it, but we must understand that he has our very best interests at heart and KNOWS what we need and do not need in our lives.

John 14:23-24

Jesus answered and said to him, “If anyone loves Me, he will keep My word; and My Father will love him, and We will come to him, and make Our abode with him. “He who does not love Me does not keep My words; and the word which you hear is not Mine, but the Father’s who sent Me.

See you tomorrow,

Nina