I literally just took this picture in the middle of the tutoring center at my college. I tried to act like a ninja when I was taking it- did it work? I find it so crazy that 30 days have already gone by, I feel like I started this challenge yesterday and now I’m done. I think it feels a little bitter sweet to be typing up my last post. On one hand I’m happy that I don’t have to blog everyday, but on the other hand, I don’t have to blog everyday! And I feel like being forced to blog helped me in a million different ways. Now unto 5 good things that happened to me since I started this 30 day challenge.
1. InterVarsity used one of my blog posts.
I wrote about InterVarsity and strangely enough, InterVarsity found my blog and not only asked to use it, but have me write for them this summer. I’ve only written one other post for them so far but I find this such an incredibly humbling experience. And I’m so grateful to be used by God in this capacity. I never considered myself a writer, but I did believe I had something interesting to say. And the amazing thing about God is that he calls you just to be called, he’ll qualify you and do the rest.
2. I turned nineteen
I know that sounds stupid, but not a lot of people can say they lived to be nineteen years old. So many people die young or tragically and I was blessed to live yet another year of my life. I’m thankful for that.
3. I had the most productive summer of my life
I’m not even halfway through but regardless of whether of not I pass this seemingly impossible math class, I’ve learned and done so much this summer. Most times during the summer I bum around each day and do nothing but right now I can’t remember a time I’ve worked harder really. And the the thing is I don’t even do that much, which speaks to my work ethic. Or lack there of. But I’m learning that it’s okay to take breaks sometimes. As well as the fact that one cannot be working all day long. I think its ingrained in our brains that something is wrong if we’re not always working. That we’re procrastinating and wasting our precious lives away! But most people procrastinate. Maybe we should stop spending so much time complaining about doing nothing and just work hard whenever we do work.
4. I stopped caring a little more.
Again this sounds so counter intuitive, but not caring about the small stuff really changed my outlook on life. I stopped letting myself engage in petty drama that’s around me. I stopped caring about whether or not I was coming off a certain way. And in turn I started caring about just being a good person and relying less on these superficial things like the name of the brands that I wear. Learning to let go and not care is revealing and ultimately releasing.
5. I’m going on a mission trip to Guyana.
I think normally I would have been too afraid of being unqualified to go. But I’m going because I feel like God has called me to do this! I plan on blogging about experiences when I get the chance, so check back if you want to hear from me.