1) What is your motivation behind certain things you undertake? What drives you?
I like this question a lot, I guess because it asks me to tap into this part of myself that I’ve almost always had. When I was really young I was really unmotivated but my mother motivated me. I remember thinking that getting a B in a class as big deal, fast forward to high school and I cringe when I get anything less than an A. My mom encouraged me to try as hard as I can because I could be the best I could. I’m motivated by my desire to actually do something of worth in my life, and to know that I did the very best I could at the end of the day.
2) What is your favorite holiday?
I like Thanksgiving the best, I guess because its the one holiday when I can actually do something with my church and we do it every year without fail. I don’t have a lot of things that certain in my life, but I know that every thanksgiving will start with my church and there’s something really nice and reassuring about certainty. Plus the food is always good. 🙂
3) Do you get irritated/upset easily? If so, by what?
Oh yes I get angry very easily! Sometimes I’ll just be in a bad mood or something will offset it. But I’ve learned not the let my emotions get the best of me, its not fair to anyone. So if and when I do get upset I try to pull myself out of that mood. If I can’t I wallow in sadness or anger by myself for a little bit! But sometimes its just the best way to deal with it. Because allowing myself to be angry is like a drug. Indulging feels great, but there’s always the aftermath. I’ve broken MANY phones because something caused me to become angry,and in the end it’s not worth it. Being angry is only satisfying in the moment.
4) What is your favorite thing to do on a hot summer day?
I LOVE finding a book I’m dying to read, siting down in the place where its sunny but not to hot and just reading. Maybe have iced tea on the side and just read all day. My mom may scream in terror when she sees I’ve become ten shades darker, but nothing feels better than finding a good book and reading it.
5) What is your definition of faith? Love?
My definition of faith is
Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see
I believe love is selflessness, loving someone so much that their happiness and joy is more important than your own could ever be. Is that not the best thing you can do? Put other people’s needs and desires before your own? If someone can do that for you, then you know you’ve found a keeper! Because it’s easy to say, but so hard to do in practice.
6) What is unconditional love to you?
It’ll sound corny fo’ sure to you. But unconditional love to me is what Jesus did on the cross. He didn’t have to do it, we didn’t deserve it, but he did it for us. That’s love. Something so deep and vast you find yourself lost in it. That’s the love that Christ has for us each and everyday.
7) What kind of hopes do you have about this life? Or maybe about the life afterward?
I want to break the mold. I want to be happy and stop caring about all of these things that are so unimportant. I want to live breaking the conventions and teach my children to never be ashamed of themselves or their faith. I want to live for Christ and be someone who is so in love with God that nothing else can really matter at the end of the day.